We'll begin with the initial right thing to contrast the subsequent wrong things. Me and Scott together.

Now that he's gone I'm full of rhetorical questions.
Like, how am I going to make my bed now without a helper? It's a two person job, really.

Or where is Scott's toothbrush now?

And what am I going to do with all this tea/Who am I going to drink it with, hot in the morning before showering?

For Christmas Scott got me a Beddy Bear. It's a bear that you put in the microwave, then sleep with all warm and smelly-good. It may be warm like a person, but its not the same as a person. And Scott doesn't smell like lavendar. But Beddy Bear (naturally named Scott) will have to tide me over for a few months.

I'm not just saying nothing is right to be complainy. The truth is, I came home after leaving him at the airport and everything felt dead. My room felt empty. Like the life was gone. Suddenly it was just a room again. With Scott here, it was home.
That's the thing. Scott feels like home. Now I feel displaced. Like the Scots from the Highlands. Or the Native Americans from their territories.
I feel incomplete.
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